Posted on November 8th 2005, 9:50 pm
Wow...it's been quite a while...I have been busy. This is the semester of speeches. I've been giving at least two to three speeches a week over the past month. It doesn't appear to be lightening up any time soon either. I suppose it's good to keep getting speaking experience, but it sure would be nice to get a week off. Anytime I'm not giving a speech, I'm taking an exam. So, this semester kinda stinks overall. I'm enjoying what I'm learning, but again...overwhelmed with work.
A few weeks ago I gave the keynote speech to Diversity Week on my campus. I had no idea I was going to be the keynote when I was asked to speak. I just assumed that it was another small presentation. Nope...I had one of the largest lecture halls on campus complete with two data projectors and a microphone. They gave out free food. They chalked all over campus. There were signs up. The news bureau did a press release. My home town newspaper even got notified. Such craziness.
I was kinda bitter about homecoming for a while. In a way I still am. The people that deserved to win didn't. The reason the people that deserved it didn't win is because of politics. The group that won always wins. Despite me having the more devoted fans, and the majority of the random vote, I still didn't win. The girl who did win queen admitted that my campaign was better. I put more effort into it. I spent more time campaigning. I stood outside in 40 degree weather wearing a wonder woman costume freezing my butt off. I spent $300 of my own money. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. At least I made it on court.
I had some of my own victories though. People remember me. Even the Monday after homecoming, very few remembered the name of the girl who won queen. There were a lot of people taking my picture at the parade. I had the entire faculty/staff behind me...too bad they couldn't vote. I think my favorite thing was the response I got from fans. I had people come up to me to tell me that I was their hero and that they voted for me. I had several of them do it right in front of the girl who won queen. I even had several people who got very excited to see me. Some wanted high fives. Some were just like "Oh My God!! You are SO Awesome!! I Voted for you!! You're my hero!! You ROCK!!". And I had a couple of those happen at the homecoming game while I was sitting literally right next to the queen. That never happened to her. To this day two weeks later, I still get comments like "You're the real queen to me." How cool is that? I mean...because of that I don't think I can say that I lost.
Here's some big news...I adopted a kitty. I've been thinking about it for a couple years now, and I finally did it. Her name is Inara (Yes I know I'm a huge dork for naming her after Morena Baccarin's character on Firefly). She's such a sweetie. I've never met a more mellow kitty. She sleeps a lot of course...but she's very loving. She loves laps. Oh yeah, she's two years old. She's spade, but not declawed yet. I have to take care of that soon. I considered not declawing her, but my landlord requires it. So...I guess I have to. I love her lots. I wasn't so sure I would want the responsibility at first, but now I've had her for three weeks and am really enjoying having her. Plus, I don't think I'll ever need a blanket again. She's so warm. I need to take her into the vet though. I think she may be sick.
I really need to learn to say no. I keep getting myself involved in more stuff, and it's nice and all. But I just need some time off. For two nights this week I am spending three hours acting in the "Tunnel of Oppression" representing the trans population. Tomorrow night I'm giving two lectures. One of those is paid...so that's not bad. I'm getting something like $200. That'll pay for Inara's visit to the vet. I think that's worth it.
I'm not to happy about this, but I wont have work at all over winterim. Winterim is the break between fall and spring semesters. For us it's about five weeks long. Thankfully I have one week in there in which I do have work. The last four weeks I don't though. So...I'm considering unemployment for that time since neither of my current places of employment will allow me to work and no one will hire me for four weeks. I understand why I can't work at the help desk, even though I don't agree with the way they asked for people to work over that period. But my TV job in housing is what really bothers me. The Director of housing basically said "No hours for the TV station over winterim". In fact, that's almost a direct quotation from his e-mail. He didn't justify or anything. That was it. So now, I'm out of work. Unemployment is really my only option. Kinda stinks, but I need money to eat.
There are plusses to it though. As I mentioned earlier, I've been so busy that I haven't had time to sleep. Four weeks of nothing to do may be just what the doctor ordered. I can really use that time to catch up on some relaxation time. I'm going to play video games, watch movies, get back in to fencing, and sleep. I also want to start working on my book. So...perhaps I'll be in a little happier mindset when school starts up again in late January.
Another really cool thing happened last week. After we had one of our two hour live productions at the TV studio, four of my staff members expressed interest in having me stay on next year as station manager. I told them I can't because I'm graduating, and the studio is supposed to be student run. However, they still were adamant about it. How cool is that? I am really flattered. So they are going to start up a petition and seek out a grant to try to get me to be the TV studio's faculty advisor. The comment made was that this semester, the studio has run the best it has ever been run. I am so proud, but I think they forget that it's not just me that is making the studio so much fun. They all have a hand in making it what it is. :) Cheesy...but true. I doubt the director of housing would go for it, but if the job was offered to me, I'd accept.
I'm addicted to Smallville. It's no surprise to me. It's a superhero related show. The characters rock. Kristen Kreuk is really hot too. I have had the theme in my head since I started watching the show. I am looking forward to watching the rest of the seasons of it as well. It's my new favorite series.
Speaking of TV series...I finished the DVD of the TV series I produced along with my friends for my TV studio last year. It's a pretty rockin menu for a simple DVD. I hope people are interested in having the disk, because it was a fun show to make. We're working on the next series right now. I have to say I'm really really excited about it too. It's a heist series and is going to blow the campus out of the water. We're going to do some neat things with it. I'm working on the logo for it, and when I have it done, I'll post it.
The more I work as a producer and a studio manager, the more I want to do it professionally. I love my job. I love every aspect of it. I can't wait to build up my own studio/production company. Actually, Transcending productions is going to be in the credits of the new series. I'm putting a lot of my own money into it for props and such. So, I'll have to come up with some sort of neat animation for the production company to put at the end of the credits.
I'm submitting a video to a state wide video awards competition. It's a public service announcement for Crystal meth. The police department was blown away by it, and now we're looking at distributing it to other groups. The video would be free. I am happy about that, since the message needs to get out there. I still have to hear from Warner Bros. about use of the music from Batman Begins in the video. I think it'll be no problem, but I have to make sure.
The only other thing I have to add is that Jessica, the internet girl from Oklahoma, is still interested in me. After the whole Sabrina thing happened, I've been hesitant to ge
t into any sort of relationship online. I am still very distant in that respect. I'm not sure I take the whole thing seriously, and at the moment, I am happy about that. I do feel bad that she's still infatuated. I don't want to hurt the girl. However, if her feelings are real...then what do I do? She lives across the country, and any chance of us meeting is slim. However, she really wants to come see me in a few months. I'm not opposed to that, but I'm not trying to push her in any direction also. I'm doing my best not to lead her on, but at the same time, I'm happy that she's discovering herself. I guess I'm just caught between a rock and a hard place. Don't get me wrong, I like her. She's a beautiful girl and really smart. Heck, if she was here, I'd probably have a huge crush on her. I'd be stumbling over my words and such when she was around. I am just sick of internet bullshit. So...until something real happens, I'm probably going to be stuck in this situation. Granted...if her feelings continue...maybe theres more to this. We'll see.
Well, that's about it. Now that I've written yet another novel of a post...I'll get back to doing my job. Talk to you all soon.
Posted on October 13th 2005, 2:48 am
Yup...that's right...I'm one of the five women across the entire campus that got voted on to court. I have two more days of campaigning until I find out who wins Queen. WISH ME LUCK!!!
Jessica "Wonder Woman" Anderson
P.S. Here are some photos I've been using for my campaign.
Posted on October 5th 2005, 6:36 am
No...I don't have aspirations to take over the country, nor do I want to be a rock opera band from the 70s. I'm running for
homecoming queen. I am so going to win too. I have a bitchin campaign
strategy. I'm not going to reveal my secret until late next week
though. Watch for pictures.
Aside from that, things have been pretty busy around here. Class and
work keep me very occupied. That would explain why I haven't written in
half a month. I even tried to write this earlier today, and I got four
long paragraphs into it. Then, the power flickered due to a lightning
storm, and I had to start over. So I decided to wait a little while
longer. Now you get the full entry instead of the two lines I had
written after the reboot..
I finally got my new computer. It's pretty sexy. Thank you financial
aid. I decided that I should get something that will last me a few
years. So, I now have something that doesn't reboot itself, overheat,
or freeze. The monitor doesn't flicker off. The sound card works. And I
have enough storage space to do video editing now. So, that means I can
finally edit the videos I wanted to do earlier this year. Watch for a
video on electrolysis, an interview with my parents, an interview with
me, a discussion with a nationally certified electrolysis practitioner
and educator, and others. I've been holding the footage for quite some
Some of you are probably wondering why I haven't posted the wedding
pictures yet. Yeah...during the computer upgrade, they accidentally got
deleted. My father is sending me a cd with all the pictures I took on
it. He said he went through and deleted the junk ones. I really hope he
didn't get rid of the ones I wanted to keep. That would really bother
me. I took about 200 pictures at the reception. I even got offered a
job by the photographer there. She really liked my eye apparently. She
offered it to me several times. I wish I wasn't still in school...I may
have taken that offer otherwise. The pictures turned out really cool
though. I'm really proud of them. Hopefully I'll get the disk soon and
you can all see some of them. I'm not going to post all of them, since
that's a lot of pictures and space. I'll just post some of my
Let's see...my life...not much excitement really. I can tell I'm
itching to be done with school. I don't care much for being in school
right now. I still do what I have to and such. I'm going to my classes
and trying to keep up. I just don't really want to be doing the college
thing anymore. Thank god this is my last year. I don't think I could
take school for much longer. I will definitely take a break before even
thinking about grad school. I just want to have one job in which I work
that job 40 hours a week. Then...I may have other stuff...but I'm not
worried about homework or reading 50 textbook pages a night. It'd be
nice just to have less on my plate. Why do I have to get myself
involved so much?
On a happy "Jess is relaxing somewhat" note, I went to see Serenity on
Friday. I made sure to finish Firefly before seeing it. It was a blast.
I did a 7 hour marathon Friday and finished it at the movie. The series
rocked and it's sad that it only made 10 million dollars the first
weekend. People need to see this film. The show was charming and didn't
deserve to be cancelled. Stupid people at Fox....:( It'll be sad if
this film is the end of the show.
I also went shopping on Saturday. I can afford to buy myself some
clothing and such. So I did. Its starting to get cold out again. So I
needed something to keep me a bit warmer. I bought a couple wrap
sweaters. Those are both pretty and warm. I'm happy with that purchase.
I'm also happy with the purchase of my halloween costume. Just
wait...you'll love it.
Chris is getting me addicted to Smallville. He's become addicted to
buying TV series on DVD. So, when he gets them, I end up watching them.
I don't nearly have as much time to watch them as he does, but I try.I
wanted to see Smallville before, but I never got the chance. I watched
the first episode, and it was pretty cool. So I'll probably be watching
a lot of that too.
Oh yeah, I bought a guitar. It's pretty. I don't know how to play it
yet, but I'm teaching myself. It's slow going, but I like it. When I
learn how to play decent, I'll record some of it for the site. :)
Anyway, I should get to bed. I need sleep to recover from my sinus
cold. See ya soon.
Posted on September 16th 2005, 10:37 pm
I'm skipping out of school today...YAY!!! It's fun. I'm actually
skipping for a good reason though. My sister gets married tomorrow. I'm
a bridesmaid...so I kinda have to be here. Plus, I informed my
professor, and even though he's usually a hard ass about stuff, he told
me to go despite it being not an officially santioned absence. Plus I
don't work on Fridays. So it isn't really skipping...but it feels like it.
This morning I got my nails done professionally. My first ever french
manicure...kinda cool. I did my toenails to match my dress. Don't
worry, I'll take pictures. Tomorrow I get my first ever up-do too. That
should be fun and interesting all wrapped into one. I've heard it's
heavy due to all of the bobby pins and it may give me a headache
because of the hair being pulled so much. We'll see I guess.
So...as you may have noticed, the site is updated FINALLY. There was
one or two things on the main page that just didnt look quite right
until Yesterday. So I did it then. There are still a few things
missing, but I'll get to them soon. Just a bit of copying and pasting.
I hope you enjoy it. I put a lot of thought into the way it looks now.
I really like it. So I hope you do too.
Here are some of the features that I want to add still:
If you think of things, comment and add them.
School is going well so far. My classes are still awesome. It's hard to
keep up with the amount of reading I have, but I'm managing. I gave a
presentation on Thursday that rocked my socks. I didn't expect it to go
as well as it did. I've stayed after almost every day to talk to my
professors. I've enjoyed it a lot.
Because I like my classes so much, I decided to lighten my load a bit.
I dropped two of my four jobs. I am no longer running a commission of
Student Senate. As much as I cared about it, I needed the time for
things that were more important and more focused on my major. I also
dropped the web job I had with housing. I just didn't have enough time
to allocate to it. I'd rather give both jobs to people who can put the
time in that each job deserves. I think it was a really good decision.
Less money, but that's not as much of an issue this year.
Hmmm, well the rehearsal dinner is tonight and I have a few things to
do before then. So I better run. I'll post new pictures of the wedding
this coming week. :) See ya'll lata.