OK, so today I drove 615 miles total. That ended up being about ten hours in the car. So much fun, let me tell you...all by myself too. I am so tired. I should just go to bed, but I wanted to write this before it wasn't fresh in my head anymore.

So, I saw my endocrinologist today. She took measurements of me and confirmed to me that I had not developed anything since I started on higher doses. I mean, there have been skin and hair growth changes. My face has changed slightly too, but aside from that, my hips aren't wider and there's literally no breast growth. So, yeah...that's not making me so happy to know that nothing is going on. And with the spironolactone on the max dosage, I get dizzy. Now I find out that I've been dizzy for no reason. So yeah, that's a bit bothersome.

To fix this problem, she's now maxxed out the estrogen dose she will give me. So, now I'm wearing two patches at the same time. I'm definitely going to be emotional. That's twice the estrogen as before. I see her again in three months, and if nothing happens in that time, then she said we'll talk about it. Let's pray something does happen, cause life is hard enough as it is. I don't need any more crap to happen in my life. OK, enough of Jessica pissing and moaning. I better get some sleep. I'm definitely cranky. Good Night All.