So, today and I guess since summer began, I've been running into old high school or family friends. Each time I see someone I knew, I feel a nervous chill shoot down my back. It's a cool sensation. I feel excited and slightly afraid at the same time. If they recognize me, it's not nearly as much fun. It's more fun to surprise the people. No matter what thus far I have gotten great reactions.

Usually its "WOW! I didn't even recognize you. How are you? You look great." I find the last part funny because I don't see it so much. I see the remaining beard shadow, the adams apple, the muscle and lack of chest, but hey, I take the compliments, no problems. I always get good responses though. People seem genuinely happy to see me and have no issues with me at all. That truely surprises me and makes me very happy. Thus far, I've really enjoyed running into people I haven't seen.

I guess that is certainly a good sign. Years ago, trans people would be shot if they were discovered. Maybe that's an exaggeration, but I don't know. I'm just glad I live in this day and age, and not any earlier. Well, I'm off to bed. More work in the morning. It never ends. See ya.

Luv,

Jessica